Tuesday, July 14, 2026.

Hewo hewo my darlings ^^, how have you been? did you enjoy the weekend?

Ashley has been veeeeeeery bored through all of today =3=,, i have nobody to play with so i play singleplayer games most of the time, (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶) i have been particullarly addicted to Mewgenics which im quite near to beat! (yes,, Mewgenics,, you might be like "whaaaatt, Ashley is playing that?", don't get any wrong ideas!! I don't enjoy at all that game's sense of humor,, it has some very nasty jokes i don't like at all,, but i do enjoy a lot the game itself). And because of it, i record my own runs and playthroughs so that i can rewatch them at my own comfort afterwards.

So,,, once i started to row low in space in my compy i started to do some cleaning,, and while rumagining on my files i stumbled upon other recordings from years ago. i already had a close hunch to what was it and i though that just looking wouldn't do any harm,, but just as i expected it happened to be a recording of several games and movies i played/watched with my ex-partner (•́ ᴖ •̀),, those times do really feel very distant upon thinking about them,, and even though both of us are still in good terms with eachother, it did make me feel nostalgic and remisence about the past..
Part of me wants to delete those recordings,, but i can't bring myself to do so, for it would be like as if throwing away your favorite childhood toys.

Oh welp,,, might aswell leave them where they are, the good news are that atleast i don't feel much compelled to keep watching them, i guess i could have taken this worse but its already been near a year now since our breakup, so despite the fact that i have a hole in my heart i constantly want to fill, i have sorta handled this well, or so that's what i believe (ᵕ • ᴗ •).

Dear reader, thanks once again for sticking to the end! I look forward to alteast *try* (,; ⩌ ;,) to feel better about myself everyday, oh welp, until next time!

❤︎ Ashley.